Thursday, September 6, 2007
Beating on Hattie
Thanks everyone, for all the support you've shown me through my last post. You are certainly helping me believe and live the words that I wrote! I am just taking a day or two at a time, seeing what each day brings, and planning accordingly. Yesterday I covered 6 miles. It was pretty ugly and hot and I still didn't have any energy. I was definitely still feeling like a phony (what happened to the girl that did 14 not too long ago?) I don't think there was much improvement over the last 4 in my conditioning, other than the simple fact that it was longer. The best part was that I made the Gatorade really, really cold!!
After a couple of hot, yucky miles, I took a hit of Gatorade. I kept drinking and thinking how awesome it tasted. I drank a ton! It tasted so good, I swear, I could not stop. Maybe if it tastes that good and you can't stop, you are dehydrated??!! I walked most of mile 4 but did get myself together enough to jog again. I was pretty sure Hattie still had a hold of me, but at least I could laugh at myself about the sudden Gatorade addiction.
Then today, I headed out for more punishment. The first mile was....different. Not fast, but steady, and I had energy. Maybe that b*tch, Hattie, is loosening her grip. I did 4.35 UNINTERUPTED MILES. Well, until my husband interupted, but in a nice way -- he found me near the end and had some ice cold Powerade. That'll work. I flexed my muscles for him as he pulled up - not quite Maria Sharapova (yes, we are all disappointed that isn't actually me in the picture) -- but this is huge. I finally had the energy to get my club out and deal Hattie a blow up side the head. She hasn't gone down yet, but she's weaving and seeing double.... I think maybe I could be on the way back. That is WHERE I AM TODAY.
I started thinking, maybe slogging through these ugly runs when I didn't have much energy will actually making me STRONGER?? Also, I think it may have been good for me to get some shorter runs in while adjusting to the orthotics. Tomorrow I plan to rest and hope to do a longer run on Saturday, a true shoe test that I have been wanting to do for a week now. Looking forward to it...
Labels: club, inspirational
so many times over the past few months I was out there running thinking Geesh I feel like Chittt...but just finished the workout & my next workout felt crappy again--LOLOL but then the next one felt awesome...ya just keep doing it!
stay consistent, keep hydrated, don't take it to seriously and you will have a great running future!!
Very cool blog! It looks like you are doing all the right things to finish your first marathon. Good job and keep it up. I look forward to hearing how it goes.
I forgot to comment on your last post, but I totally agree with what you were saying! Sometimes I forget to enjoy where I'm at with my running rather than always trying to do better, you know? Also, I sometimes get really down on myself if I don't set a PR, but I need to get over that. I am now realizing that I am doing the best I can do for this moment in time. :-)
Amy
http://blog.runnerslounge.com
I can really relate to the "ugly run" experience. Sometimes, I feel like I'm just loading miles (or in Canadian, kilometres :-)) into my legs, like loading bricks onto a wheelbarrow. It ain't pretty but it gets the job done.
Best of luck to you on your journey ... I'll be checking back
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